Excitement ruled in me from the time I had my first step in our seniors’ life. I can see same old faces but I had my foresight of bumping into new attitudes of this people I have seen before. My junior life is one of the most worth remembering moments to be treasured forever. Very high expectations were constructed in my mind and I thought of having a more relaxed class but my dream suddenly vanished when a soothing voice called for my attention, “Rosbert, go to the board and answer….”
I have met an enthusiastic lady with a beauty queen kind of poise in walking that we really admired. She is an appetizer to the morning of every student. She is our adviser and our teacher in Advanced Physics.
Physics has never been my favorite subject since third year. It’s just that I don’t find this subject as interesting as others. Now that I’m here stepping in the 4th year class, I’m encountering more dilemmas. Brain twisting discussions, endless assignments, and complicated seat works with an allotted time which is too short, it’s just a like a high-speed type of test. “I liked surprises but not surprise quizzes.”
The problem in me now is that I can’t cope up with our lessons especially when component methods exists. I can easily analyze some but when the time we will be having a test, it seemed that reviewing didn’t work at all.
I’ve realized a big mistake when I was in my junior life, that was the way when I took Basic Physics for granted. Now, instead of blaming me I just focus on today’s existence and trying to seek for an answer for these problems of mine. I am listening more attentively this time and taking some important notes once in a while. No sense of writing without the words and thoughts of your teacher who is more knowledgeable in the topic than anyone else inside the room.
“We cannot change the past; we can only learn form it and try to avoid the same mistakes in the future.” Moving on, I will lift myself a little higher than my today’s level and that is if I’m going to study harder.
